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I wonder if I could give someone proper criticism. It's properly because I feel like I'll hurt someone feelings or they will take it the work way. Which is mostly why I avoided commenting on anything in the first place. That voice is in the back of my head loves to nag at me. "Don't do it." "It not a good idea. ""Their just going to ingore you."  That the kind of thing that scares me.

I know I shouldn't be afraid but that thought always lingers in my mind. However, I don't wanna feel like hiding away from people and make them feel bad when no one comments on their picture. I don't want people to feel ingored and give up. Or just settle for being invisible. By the way I hate feeling invisble'. It got to be the most suckest feeling in the whole wide world. In high school it sucked. In college it sucked. To make it worse I never fought to be seen. I just stay quiet and I just freaking accept it.

To tell the truth I was a wimp when it comes to people I hardly know. To my family well it was differnt. Maybe because I'm comfortable with them I could should bit of my strength. Only bits cause deep down I was so weak. I don't my family knows it but I hate being weak. I want to be strong. No I don't open up to them as much either but at less I'm not invisible.

So that my fear everyone being invisible. No I don't wanna be the center of attenion cause I don't like it so much. In fact I hate as much as being invisible. To much attenion make me stressed out and I get a bit nervous. I don't wanna let people down but alas it will happen. That used to bother me but I learn to accept it. Also learn I should be afraid be wrong and just say what I think. Also learn when to keep my mouth shut.

Ladies and gentlemen I'm not very attenive and sometimes I'm a bubblehead.  Okay I went way of topic and I went into something else. I know an annoying habit. Where was I
...oh.

I get so much doubts when I comment on people art or journals. Trust me I wanna make artist friends and keep doing that. However I get doubts and those words in my head just keep going. Their still but I just ingore them and new voices come in.

Yet they shut up also when someone comments back and say thank you. I get happy. I know never reply and say your welcome but your welcome.

That is why this call a very self journal cause all I did was talk talk about my feelings. I'm so sorry to put you through but hey I like to talk a lot baby.

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Cherri
So I started to draw my other character Cherri. Ummm she started out like a villain but I wasn't feeling it. It's like this character isn't meant to be a villain so she became  a victim. She is no super villains girlfriend but she is her siblings punching bag. In fact she is called baggage. Her siblings are the bad ones. Her older sibling keeps her drugged up so she won't think for herself. Her other sibling says just kill her already.

They will more to to it. I shall write a story about it.

Patreon : www.patreon.com/user?u=654129&…

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I wonder if I could give someone proper criticism. It's properly because I feel like I'll hurt someone feelings or they will take it the work way. Which is mostly why I avoided commenting on anything in the first place. That voice is in the back of my head loves to nag at me. "Don't do it." "It not a good idea. ""Their just going to ingore you."  That the kind of thing that scares me.

I know I shouldn't be afraid but that thought always lingers in my mind. However, I don't wanna feel like hiding away from people and make them feel bad when no one comments on their picture. I don't want people to feel ingored and give up. Or just settle for being invisible. By the way I hate feeling invisble'. It got to be the most suckest feeling in the whole wide world. In high school it sucked. In college it sucked. To make it worse I never fought to be seen. I just stay quiet and I just freaking accept it.

To tell the truth I was a wimp when it comes to people I hardly know. To my family well it was differnt. Maybe because I'm comfortable with them I could should bit of my strength. Only bits cause deep down I was so weak. I don't my family knows it but I hate being weak. I want to be strong. No I don't open up to them as much either but at less I'm not invisible.

So that my fear everyone being invisible. No I don't wanna be the center of attenion cause I don't like it so much. In fact I hate as much as being invisible. To much attenion make me stressed out and I get a bit nervous. I don't wanna let people down but alas it will happen. That used to bother me but I learn to accept it. Also learn I should be afraid be wrong and just say what I think. Also learn when to keep my mouth shut.

Ladies and gentlemen I'm not very attenive and sometimes I'm a bubblehead.  Okay I went way of topic and I went into something else. I know an annoying habit. Where was I
...oh.

I get so much doubts when I comment on people art or journals. Trust me I wanna make artist friends and keep doing that. However I get doubts and those words in my head just keep going. Their still but I just ingore them and new voices come in.

Yet they shut up also when someone comments back and say thank you. I get happy. I know never reply and say your welcome but your welcome.

That is why this call a very self journal cause all I did was talk talk about my feelings. I'm so sorry to put you through but hey I like to talk a lot baby.

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Alexandra Padilla
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For Commission please send me an email : ladyalexialasthope@yahoo.com.

I draw almost everyday and always looking to learn new things.
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Sabbelbina Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Welcome to Fantasy-Characters.
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Have a great day.
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Cobyfrog Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankage for the Favage~! :heart::iconkermityayplz:
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LadyAlexiaLastHope Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2015
Welcome.
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wave remake Hello and thank you for joining Ocs-of-Originality! We're a group dedicated to spotlighting oc's that exist in your own personal universe, outside of fandoms! 

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CupcakeAdopts123 Featured By Owner May 5, 2015  Student
Thank you so much for the watch! :D <33
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