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I wonder if I could give someone proper criticism. It's properly because I feel like I'll hurt someone feelings or they will take it the work way. Which is mostly why I avoided commenting on anything in the first place. That voice is in the back of my head loves to nag at me. "Don't do it." "It not a good idea. ""Their just going to ingore you." That the kind of thing that scares me.
I know I shouldn't be afraid but that thought always lingers in my mind. However, I don't wanna feel like hiding away from people and make them feel bad when no one comments on their picture. I don't want people to feel ingored and give up. Or just settle for being invisible. By the way I hate feeling invisble'. It got to be the most suckest feeling in the whole wide world. In high school it sucked. In college it sucked. To make it worse I never fought to be seen. I just stay quiet and I just freaking accept it.
To tell the truth I was a wimp when it comes to people I hardly know. To my family well it was differnt. Maybe because I'm comfortable with them I could should bit of my strength. Only bits cause deep down I was so weak. I don't my family knows it but I hate being weak. I want to be strong. No I don't open up to them as much either but at less I'm not invisible.
So that my fear everyone being invisible. No I don't wanna be the center of attenion cause I don't like it so much. In fact I hate as much as being invisible. To much attenion make me stressed out and I get a bit nervous. I don't wanna let people down but alas it will happen. That used to bother me but I learn to accept it. Also learn I should be afraid be wrong and just say what I think. Also learn when to keep my mouth shut.
Ladies and gentlemen I'm not very attenive and sometimes I'm a bubblehead. Okay I went way of topic and I went into something else. I know an annoying habit. Where was I
...oh.
I get so much doubts when I comment on people art or journals. Trust me I wanna make artist friends and keep doing that. However I get doubts and those words in my head just keep going. Their still but I just ingore them and new voices come in.
Yet they shut up also when someone comments back and say thank you. I get happy. I know never reply and say your welcome but your welcome.
That is why this call a very self journal cause all I did was talk talk about my feelings. I'm so sorry to put you through but hey I like to talk a lot baby.
I know I shouldn't be afraid but that thought always lingers in my mind. However, I don't wanna feel like hiding away from people and make them feel bad when no one comments on their picture. I don't want people to feel ingored and give up. Or just settle for being invisible. By the way I hate feeling invisble'. It got to be the most suckest feeling in the whole wide world. In high school it sucked. In college it sucked. To make it worse I never fought to be seen. I just stay quiet and I just freaking accept it.
To tell the truth I was a wimp when it comes to people I hardly know. To my family well it was differnt. Maybe because I'm comfortable with them I could should bit of my strength. Only bits cause deep down I was so weak. I don't my family knows it but I hate being weak. I want to be strong. No I don't open up to them as much either but at less I'm not invisible.
So that my fear everyone being invisible. No I don't wanna be the center of attenion cause I don't like it so much. In fact I hate as much as being invisible. To much attenion make me stressed out and I get a bit nervous. I don't wanna let people down but alas it will happen. That used to bother me but I learn to accept it. Also learn I should be afraid be wrong and just say what I think. Also learn when to keep my mouth shut.
Ladies and gentlemen I'm not very attenive and sometimes I'm a bubblehead. Okay I went way of topic and I went into something else. I know an annoying habit. Where was I
...oh.
I get so much doubts when I comment on people art or journals. Trust me I wanna make artist friends and keep doing that. However I get doubts and those words in my head just keep going. Their still but I just ingore them and new voices come in.
Yet they shut up also when someone comments back and say thank you. I get happy. I know never reply and say your welcome but your welcome.
That is why this call a very self journal cause all I did was talk talk about my feelings. I'm so sorry to put you through but hey I like to talk a lot baby.
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It's art one of a video process I'm doing.
I did a liitle sildeshow for 2016 Warp Up
It's not a story. Hopefully I will do more videos this year. Thanks for a great year.
NO NEW PICTURES TODAY
Cause I have pictures to work on for Christmas. I have given maybe Wedendays but not today.
Working on a mini series.
I'm working a mini novel or short series called Haircut. It has Five to Six parts.
It mostly about a sixteen boy returning home from a training trip and forced to get hair cut in a salon. It don't really have any action in and pretty much like an everyday event. Each part is an introduction to the Killer Bunnies. (minus one.)
Haircut Series So Far
Haircut Part One
Haircut Part Two
Haircut Part Three
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